Super bored at home rn so I decided to blog.
Ok anyway, dreamt that I did not got into poly this morning. Literally cried in my dreams & when I woke up, my pillow sheet was wet. Always heard this saying: 'dream is opposite of reality'. I really hope this is the case though. Kinda prepared for the worst already. Most probably working if I fail to get into poly, and getting private diploma maybe next year? Don't want to wait till next year but...... financial is a rly big burden.
Mentioned my plan to mom and she didn't really approve or disapprove. Really feel very bad and guilty towards my mom bc I think she has high hopes on me. Hais I'm such a failure. 我真失败.
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