#67

First day of work! ^-^

So when I was on my way to work, I....... actually slipped & fell down but luckily it's on the grass patch. HAHAHA (and most importantly no one was arnd!!!) Ok anyway I was super duper early bc nobody was around when I reached the office. Luckily this kind uncle opened the door for me. 

Still able to cope with the work scope hehe and the people there are super friendly and funny whoop. The office is near to my house toooooo. The only bad thing is....... I've to eat lunch by myself oh no. Maybe it isn't that bad but I just hate eating by myself. :-( 

Did I mention that I'm addicted to bleach??? Hehe it's too good why did I not start watching it earlier!?! Ok time to watch my anime & nua on bed. Till then, x.

#nowplaying:你飞吧

Re-reading some random chinese novels and I can't stop tearing bc the ending so sad & touching. Another reason is bc of the song I'm currently listening to. On a side note, I've lying down listening to the same song for almost 3hrs. 

I bet my eyes will be so swollen later when I wake up. :-(

// 就讓妳飛
飛過現在兩個人膠著
風有多大 雨有多美
才是妳的一切

給妳的祝福 我不掉淚
說好天堂各自尋找

請不要回頭望
遠遠關心就好

#65

Met up with the zr girls on Good Friday! 

Look at the crazy crowd over at Msia custom. Took us 2hrs to reach citysquare mall :(

Had dinner at some Japanese restaurant and we each had a small steamboat for ourselves. ^_^

So girls being girls, we took group photo before leaving for Rachel's house!

(Yes we stayed over Msia for the night ^-^)

So basically we had a small surprise for Singling, did mask, had h2h talk which we ended laughing away & slept at 4am. 

Had wanton mee for breakfast before we head back to Singapore! 

Last group photo to end off the post. Hope to see you girls soon hehehe :*

#64

So I got into rp's info tech. I feel so sad I want to cry.

I know some people might say: 'Since you got into poly, why not just try out first? You might like the course in the future?' But... coding & programming is really not something I will be keen to do so goodbye poly life. :(

// 9:05pm

So I told mom about me getting into the course & she asked me what I'm gna do. Told her my plans and she said: "你喜欢就好咯' Is it a yes or no idk omg hais but still thankful that she's with me all these while ;')

#63

Super bored at home rn so I decided to blog. 

The weather now kinda suits my current mood (it's pouring heavily now btw) I've no idea why am I feeling this way. Just........ I don't feel really happy.

Ok anyway, dreamt that I did not got into poly this morning. Literally cried in my dreams & when I woke up, my pillow sheet was wet. Always heard this saying: 'dream is opposite of reality'. I really hope this is the case though. Kinda prepared for the worst already. Most probably working if I fail to get into poly, and getting private diploma maybe next year? Don't want to wait till next year but...... financial is a rly big burden.

Mentioned my plan to mom and she didn't really approve or disapprove. Really feel very bad and guilty towards my mom bc I think she has high hopes on me. Hais I'm such a failure. 我真失败.

#62

Steamboat dinner with them yesterday. So much laughter when we were eating hehehe. ️ 

Hope to see you guys soon. ^_^

#61

Jpae posting results out today and........... I did not get into any poly. Never felt so lost in my life. Waited for 3 weeks for nothing. NOTHING. All I can do now is wait for another week for dae results to be out. Not getting my hopes high thou. Sigh so fcuking upset I rly don't know what to do.